Yes it is scarey to not have a career when i only just finished my degree with no savings. I am very sorry to hear that surgery had made it worse and you live like this for the last 20 years or more. Could you sit down for long? i noticed if i dont sit down for a couple of days it does get better. Then if i sit down again I can last a little longer but it does come back very fast. Sitting down gives me flair ups. any suggestions because I really like to sit down I cant even take my girl out for dinner now
I will try my best to get fixed but am starting to face I am going to have to try to live the best I can for now. I honestly dont know who would employ me now but hey thats another bowl of fish and might start working standing up. I might set up a workstation with my screen on the wall
I would never give up my passion thats for sure hehe hope they bring out programmable matter very soon so i wont need to work on a pc lol
Thanks again for the advice