I know Dale, and thankyou but no thankyou to the counselling. Mt previous issue was due to psychiatric abuse.. im fully aware how that stigmatises me in many peoples eyes so it is almost never mentioned, but all this chronic pain over the past few years was a walk in the park compared to that. Provided the chronic pain would end someday.
The anger will come, then go, then come then go and eventually go if u let it. It doesnt matter if u trust my opinion on it or not but ive been through this before, most people have at some level or another.
But there is a process and there are no shortcuts, and part of that is time. And part of that is going into the forest along and screaming at the goddamn trees cos ur still alive.
Just leave me with it.. but ty for your support
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