wavedreamer1@aol.com

Ihave a hard time logging on every time. If I do not answer right away you can email me at wavedreamer1@aol.com. The pain is very severe if I set to long. It starts at the top o fmy bottom and runs to the center of my back. THen the pain shoots bown my left leg. It is the most pain I have every had. and I had 3 natural child births. I walk with a limp and lean toward my left side. The pressure on my left side goes right off the chart. I live in pain every day of my life. After many spinal surgerys and 2 pain pumps and now I have a drug that is venom from a sea snail that is supose to be wonderful. It worked really good fo rthe first 5 months but since the 1st of April i have been going slowly backwards. I can't go back if I do I will loose the use of my legs. If there is anyone that know if a doctor that is weel know in repairing nerves please let me know. My prayers is with any one that has to live in pain. I know what it feels like to think tomorrow will never come and waiting and nothing has changed. I have a plates in my neck and a herrington rod down the center of my spine and something called a cage in the lower spine. Sever sergerys for rupture disc starting since 1995 and my last surgery was in September 08. I have had to have 2 pain pumps. The first go infected and got the size of a small watermelon. I about died and still no one will tell me what happened. My doctor stated that all surgerys were considered failed surgerys and there was nothing else he could do for me and sent me to Carolina Pain instuite. THat is were they are trying this new medication in my pain pump. I feel that something is wrong in the lower back. The pain is to familar but when I tell my new doctor he just turns up the pump. I am so tired and I want to keep on fighting but when I send my information to different spine centers in other states. They refuse to see me. I have this pump. and I am under a doctors care. What to do? If there is any questions that you have and I can help answer them please email me. wavedreamer1@aol.com