Aaron,
I am so sorry you find yourself having to live with this type of pain. Until I discovered the world of ADRs, I too felt a hopelessness and no joy to life. Insurance companies doom us to this life unless you're fortunate enough to have the funds to go ahead with the surgery anyway, which it seems you do not.
I feel for you and have little or no words of comfort except that maybe one day, your surgery will be covered and you'll be able to live your life pain free. Please hang onto that if nothing else.
We all understand. I'm sending you e-hugs even if they don't bring you any comfort.
Dale
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3 level Prodisc adr S1-L3, Oct 12, 2005
Dr. B in Bogen, Germany
Severe nerve damage in left leg, still working on it
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