Runner, I've been trying to catch-up on your long story. I'm sorry that you're not as well as you "should" be. It's rough when you have to be philosophical in dealing with pain/limitations re:
" know one thing, back pain has totally changed my life and I don't think it is for the better but eventually maybe i will."
I certainly hope there'll be a resolution to your pain. Look at the new developments e.g. Mark's forthcoming/almost now surgery device, etc.
Best Regards, Allan
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