Calla,
You sound like so many of us... but reading between the lines, it also sounds like you're depressed... like so many of us.
If you're seeing a pain managment doctor, or any other doctor for that matter, you might want to discuss this with them. It could make a huge difference in how you view your own disability and the world in general. Too many of us tune out, losing years of our lives, which is pretty much the route I chose.
Think about it and I wish you better days,
Dale
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3 level Prodisc adr S1-L3, Oct 12, 2005
Dr. B in Bogen, Germany
Severe nerve damage in left leg, still working on it
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